Oh guys I know I’m letting you down, I’m sorry. I guess y’all must be on the edge of your seats now and nervous, for I left you hanging in the air for such a long time (was it really almost a year?) and not kept you updated with how my vocal career (hah) succeeded. I’m afraid I have some bad news to tell, then.
So the thing is, that I was accepted in Dublin.
But I stayed home. I... felt that I wasn’t ready yet.
Oh, don’t you call me stupid, please.I’ve heard it a couple of times and, well I know it too.
I want to go on, more than anything, I want to leave this place and go chase some dreams, but I am so chained and grounded. Something has been going wrong with me for a while now but I can’t get the grip on it. But that this is my own business and I should be able to cope with it myself so I won’t keep on whining to you about how I am wasting myself.
Nah, Dublin was not my city anyways. Those Irish were weird. I mean, how could they be so friendly all the time? I couldn’t make myself feel at home, lol.
Where do the cold people live, anyways? I want to go among them. Haha


In other news, I looked through my gallery recently and what I saw... oh woe, I hate the stuff in it even more when I drew it... So I did some tidying around (and will be doing some more, occasionally I think) and took the most unbearable ones and threw em out. They so deserved it, don’t worry
But I tried not to act like the lazy-ass I am too, and so I also made some changes, like, changed some huge files' resolutions, corrected some old things, or just.. you know... boosted them up... with some textures, because you know that textures are my obsession. And sigh, I still am lazy, and that’s the easiest way to make crap look like something.
I hope none of you who faved these ones before feels deceived by me for changing them. And I hope you like the redone versions too:
Lewis in Wonderland (I completely recolored it. Makes me proud)
Very Lonely People (added some darkish textures to my old 'Mido & Ant' drawing, now it's a little too dark)
Draco and Pansy (I might change this one again though)
The Tweedles
Meetings
You can always help me with some constructive criticism if you want

And on the to-do list are: Memories, Some Weasleys, my ID and something I’ve been aiming to do for a long time now – my Marauders pic (it requires a total renovation, though), and also maybe some really old stuff, ya know, like my pen-doodles from the ancient times... Dunno, if I ever get to them, but the intention is there (as always XD)



Thank you for those who are still sticking around with unreliable me.
Love you all, really.




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