Oh, I know! No sign of life in my journal since forever and now? I’m updating with a tag!

I can’t find a way to be more informative about the things that happen to me.
And I love doing tags!,so...


I was tagged be my lovely
And so I thought I’d better do it as long as I can write something interesting as answers – that is before I leave for home from my vacation.
I’m right now at my happy place, but am not staying here for very long now... I hate how I can’t fight growing to this place so much every single time I come here. On the way here I decided I won’t be enthusiastic at all about it and I told myself to be indifferent about everything. But oh no... I can’t help it, I love it here... I love the space, I love the trees.. and nothing can hurt me here.. well at least I recover more easily. No earthly trouble follows me here. And I lose so many things that I don’t like about myself - some things I easily shake off, others.. well... others remain. But the horses help. I don’t know how I’ll tear my heart apart from theirs, I never know how I manage, but soon, I’ll have to.


NOW onto business!


1.) Take the book you´re reading (at the moment), open it on page 18 and write down the 4th sentense.

Well, it’s only the first question, but I can’t give a proper answer to that one as the books I’m reading at the moment are mostly audiobooks and... well, I just have no idea what page I’m listening to now... (audiobooks --> easier to pack)

2.) Pull out your left hand as far as you can, - what is it you find?

The balcony fence (I am sitting on the first floor balcony, it’s really the most idillic place one could find), and a mug that terribly needs refilling.

3.) What was the last you´ve seen on TV?

Well, an other question I can’t really answer here ^^ I have no television here... I mean we used to steel a couple of channels with some grampa-made antenna, but... well.. it passed out yesteryear, poor thing. So now we only have the VCR. A VCR

4.) Don´t look to a clock – and tell the time!

Erm.. prolly midnight—ish?

5.) Now look to a clock and tell the time!

Yay 0:05

6.) What do you hear at the moment (except the PC)

The rustling of the wind blowing through the pines in the garden. God, I love having a garden And I love pine trees.

7.) When did you last time leaving your home and what for?

I went out for a night walk to the meadow to do some stargazing. Goodness, were they pretty and oh so shiny today! It’s a little darker there without the moon’s light, but it’s all worth it, and I know these roads enough not to trip on something.

8.) Before you started answering to this questions, what did you look at?

Well, I think I just quickly checked my mail, and answered a few of them too. Then I started to clear my devwatch, and thought now would be the perfect time to answer some random questions

9.) What clothes you´re wearing right now?

My pyjamas. With my brown sweater on it. It’s still warm (compared to the average temperature here) but it’s getting cooler. Especially for just sitting around.

10.) Do you remember your dream of last night?

Yes, I do but.. I’m not telling .. *clearsthroat*

11.) When did you laugh at the last time?

You mean just.. laugh? I do laugh while listening to people’s stories, if I have to.

12.) What do you have on the wall in your room?

Well here it’s practically just shelves and a very random brown leather frame-thingy with dried flowers, but at home I decorated my wall with hanging as many photos on it as I could, and each and every one of them is in a different frame It’s mostly photos of friends and family, naturally, but I also have some favorite movie stills up there too.

13.) Do you watch something freakish?

What... freakish?.. what.. freakish...? what?
Do skinny orienteering contestants passing in front of our house count?

14.) What are you thinking about that test?

This particular question before was unexpected. I haven’t been doing anything like this for a long time, so I was pretty excited when *hannah-dora tagged me
Oh, and the questions ahead seem quite promising though.

15.) What was the last movie you have seen?

It was Yes Man. (seen it for the third time, actually...) I really need to take the morals of that story to my life. I’m such a no-man.

16.) If you were a zillionaire, what do you want to buy?

Wow, a zillionaire? Above a certain level, my mind just can’t cope with numbers and particularly money, you know. Actually, I don’t even know how many zeros you write after a zillion...
But I’d definitely buy this house where I’m staying now. (It’s my uncle’s) I’d go abroad, there I’d learn music and wouldn’t worry about travelling to and fro between my motherland and abroad as often as I’d like to. Well you said zillionaire, so I’d probably do a lot more things.. I guess.. I’d go around the world, see places I will never see otherwise. I’d go to Beijing with mum, I’d go to Hawaii, Australia and New Zealand, to the African savannah, and woww, I’d just tour all the mountains of America. And a lot more. Maybe I’d try space-tourism. No. I’d definitely try it!

17.) Tell me something about you I don´t know yet.

Well, I’d say there are pretty lots of things you don’t know about me.Given that I don’t really know who you are...

18.) If you could change one thing in the world – independently of guilt or policy – what would it be?

I don’t know, I have never thought about stuff like that... does that make me a selfish and uncaring person? Uh, probably yes. I am mostly content with how it is. I mean you know it’s not supposed to be perfect down here. It can be real bad at times, but so nice at others.
But to give a proper answer... well, I’d like a tad more miracles please, if I could. Something sure would be more than welcome here, so that people could cling to them.

19.) Do you like to dance?

I can’t T_T
I’m ashamed.
I do dance quite often, but.. you don’t wanna see it. You especially don’t wanna see if it I dance drunk. That’s definitely something you don’t wanna see.

20.) George Bush

What’s with him again?...

21.) Imagine your first baby will be a girl, - what her name?

Hmmmmmmmm. A girl... I’d definitely have her named after my mum. I always thought that was a lovely gesture. Oh, but she’d have an own name at first of course. Hey future hubby, you pick

22.) Imagine your first baby will be a boy, - what his name?

Wow, I have dozens of ideas for that!
At first, I love king’s names. (Lajos, György, Henrik, Edward – this one not in Hungarian, of course ^^) But right now I am infatutated with this name: Zoárd. It’s a name from my favorite Hungarian children’s book (by one of my favorite writers, Lázár Ervin).
Great Zoárd, the walking pine tree. Ahh, I love his story.
He used to be one of the many trees standing on a hill, looking at a beautiful valley. He liked standing there, and kept up deep conversations with the neighbouring trees. He was quite a knowledgeable tree. But one day he got restless, and decided that he got tired of talking to the same trees and looking at the same valley for hundreds of years, or how long does a pine tree live. So that day he up and left. And wandered many places, saw many trees and creatures and learned many things. But with time he grew more and more homesick, and lonely... He wanted to go back home, but when he got there... that valley... wasn’t that same old valley anymore. And he had to realise that it will never be the valley he used to know. And so he set himself at the world again, looking for that valley, looking for home,-- and never finding it.

23.) Do you think about to live in another country?

Quite frequently.

24.) What is it you want to hear from God standing on Heavens Gate?

I have no particular expectations, really. No pressure, old boy! If you’re just there, that’s well enough for me.

25.) Tag 6 people. They must making this "test" and show it in their journal.

Aww... I’m still too shy to tag
This is not very nice of me, I know. Well, then I’d like to encourage everyone who hasn’t done this yet and replies to this journal (and thus read it through --- which is uh.. very heroic from you, I can tell!)
to do it!




Now off I go! I better step inside, because these moths are beginning to molest me, and I’m afraid there’s one of them in the remains of my tea too.